There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how.

I couldn't expect you to be there waiting for me to fix myself up and come back to you. That would make me the most unfair person ever. I never gave any signs of assurance anyway, and I did neglect you. It just dawned on me how everything's over. We've shared a lot of highs and lows, and I must tell you, I enjoyed every bit of them. You deserve better than me, I can assure you that. I hope you're happy now. You deserve all the happiness you can have. I love(d) you.