Oh yes, this is it.

I had been really busy for the past week-pretending to study(sigh), anticipating the Christmas Party, wrapping cheap presents.

First, the exams. Of course, it sucked. I sucked. The teachers who made the exams sucked. We are all suckers. Lol. I am again in a state of not caring. I just wanted to get 'em over with. Anyways, we only have 3 months left for school, which is not a bad time considering the fact that time flies by so fast that you have the tendency to pant while running after it. Okay, I'm not giving the Honor List up. But I think it's just not my time to belong there yet. Maybe next year. Or maybe, God's better plan is me passing the entrance tests of my dream schools. Wow, I'm full of positive vibes right now. Unusual. Whew.

Second, the Christmas Party. Before the 18th, I really didn't feel like attending the party. There's this feeling that I want to keep distance from partying. But still, I attended and enjoyed and was filled with love. Before we exchanged gifts, Ma'am Parafina asked some of us to say what we need to say to our classmates. I happened to have two things in mind; a bit of misunderstanding with two of my classmates who were close to me. So, I took the microphone and told them that I was sorry that they had to suffer my frequent breakdowns and hotheadedness. I was touched, a bit, by what my friend told us. She said that she didn't expect me to swallow my pride and do what I did. Well.
I just don't want to keep making my life harder with different complications resulting to more complicating repercussions.

I just want to be grounded-it's the least I can do after making people hate on me. Oh well.

Third, worst case scenario: You were given bucks to buy whatever you like in Mall of Asia, and you looked everywhere, not being able to like a single thing you checked out. Maybe it was me, maybe I was not in the 'vain' and 'go-getter' mood or maybe the merchandise really weren't so great.


But one thing remains extremely satisfying:

DQ ICE CREAM SANDWHICH!! It's the best freaking dessert ever. I could eat that ice cream cake even if I was in Alaska. It's that good!

Lastly,
it's a few days before Christmas and I really don't feel it(as if I ever did feel celebrating in the past years). It's not that special for me. Don't really see the fuss in it.




Oh man. Our novel-project in English should be passed by January and I haven't started writing anything new. I wanna make something morbid, the one that'll raise eyebrows regarding my mental state. :)