Now that entrance test results are going to be released, the feeling of nostalgia fills me, taking me back to a year ago when I was one of the hopefuls. Eventually finding out that I passed all three of my eyed schools, I was in heaven. It was all that I could think about. I felt special. I thought, wow these schools actually wanted me, that my skills were sufficient enough to be even considered.
I wish I could feel the same gleefulness now. Today, I just feel like a glitch in the system. Do I really deserve to be here or was I just a lucky asshole who got in because of technological problems? I feel so damn sure that I shouldn't be here.
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